.:I Am A Star:.

11.19.2005

i know i've been so stupid, i can't do anything about what i've already done. i can't help to sometimes look back and guilt trip myself but that's all i can do, i can't turn back time i know that. but grounding myself to my past is going to make me more stupid than what i am now. i won't make my mistakes bigger than what it is already, i've got to stop hurting myself more. i'm going to set my life straight. i'm not going to risk this "thing" again... i won't loose this someone again...

alix | 10:36:00 PM

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here is my star see how she shines in the light of day never see her light here is my star see how she shines in the vast sky i keep her mine she keeps making circles in my head at lover's gates here i stand no one to hold to hold my hand at lover's gates here i stand here in the cold see my star land she is this obsession in my life so tell me now why d'you have to be why d'you have to be so cold you didn't have to be you don't have to be so cold i look much older so they say it feels much colder in this place it seems so empty without my star i feel no warmth i raise my hand to meet the light stared at my star till i was blind here is my star is it mine so quit this perversion in my mind

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